Courage.

I am at a weird point in my life that I never realized was coming. My schooling is almost over, and I am still unsure of what I will be doing after June. The question of what is next? seems to haunt my thoughts, and my fear of the future is more real than ever. 

My feelings seem to be the hardest part to control, and I find myself struggling to remember "the plan". I feel sort of small and really, really lost because the pressure of my future is coming into view more rapidly than I feel competent to handle. Even when I feel like I know what I should do, there is a wrench thrown into my plan and I am cornered again.

I think Satan is really working hard to diminish my self-esteem, and to be honest, it has been working. I feel drained. I feel incompetent. I feel lonely.

But today, I take comfort in knowing that I can put my trust in the Lord and follow His plan for me as best as I can. Courage is needed to move forward in life, and having faith in the Lord to follow through is what will guide me during these hard times.